Too Many Irons

Life is piling up! I should have known graduate school would be too much for me right now. The truth is, I never dreamed there would be so much reading to do all the time. It's absolutely out of control. I didn't have to read like this for my undergaduate degree. Of course, I did something artsy and project oriented. My major wasn't "academic."

I never dreamed Human Computer Interaction would be so "nerdy." I knew it was a bit, but I didn't know that it would be to the level it is. My class has some extremely nerdy people in it. I thought it would be more project oriented. My psychology of HCI class is dreadful. I don't hate my classes, but I don't like them either.

I'm in a position where I need to choose something and get rid of it. I have a job I hate that I cannot get rid of because I need the money. I have an internship that is helping me hone my skills so I can get a job in my career field and get rid of the job I currently have. Then there's school. Finally, I have Dave who is supposed to be moving in with me in October, but I don't have a place to live at this point.

Last night, he said he was going to his sister's house, but today he says he went to the pub with his friend and got drunk. I feel very insecure about this. I have trust issues when it comes to him going out drinking. He kissed another female when he was out drunk a year ago. Sometimes I don't think he understands how much that hurt me. I broke up with him over it. Now, I am trying to chat with him on Skype and he doesn't answer. He'll only type. Absolutely fishy. He's calling me "your highness" and being condescending. In my mind, something is up.

I was thinking I should drop my classes, but maybe I should drop him. I feel very frustrated by and a bit angry with him.