Thoughts on Lesbianism and Homosexuality in General

In my last post I mentioned that I have the option of turning lesbian. The truth is I'm not so sure that's really an option. I find some women alluring physically. It's particular shapes and lines I find sexy. I like curvy-ness. Sometimes I fantasize about women, what it would be like, but I stop short of doing anything sexual. It never goes further than slight cuddling. For whatever reason, I can't even picture myself kissing a girl. It turns my stomach.

I don't agree with the homosexual lifestyle. I don't believe that God created us to be with someone of the same sex. I believe He created male and female of every species to procreate. Two women or two men don't work out that plan; it's completely impossible.

That said, I think homosexuals are very accepting people. I like them and even have some as gay friends. I really like them as people, but I do disagree with their lifestyle. I guess I just try and love them with the love of Christ and not sit in judgment of them. I want them to see Jesus in me and not the hatred so many people commit in His name.

I could never be a lesbian. The thought of me being sexually involved with another woman makes me physically ill.